Friday, April 22
hiaz...did so badly for my math test. luckily its not counted. my math has been dropping lately. i just don't get algebra. must do more practices. and i cried in school today during lower sec assembly. lucky i wasn't sniffing so loudly. more like tears running down silently so nobody except the people sitting near me knew. arathi was conforting me and talking to me. hiaz girl you rock.....thx (:! sometimes it's so hard balancing everything- school work, friends, class stuff, my own time and personal life. sheesh it is a relief that i have odac to help me unwind. but sometimes i still need to release my contained emotions. It's definitely difficult being class chair. now i noe how ruiling felt. i really really am very awed by how she managed to handle eveything. sometimes you have to sacrifice so much and do so many things for the class but no one actually appreciates...you get the feeling that they take you for granted. esp when they refuse to cooperate or listen. and you feel that you can't even talk to the class to tell them to cooperate and about the problems you're having because you know that they still will not listen and they won't care. i wish that they would be more responsible for their actions and for the class. i mean we're all part of the same class and we all have to contribute. i guess i should have expected this to happen when i took my leadership position. i guess at the end of the day it is my fault. i'm really grateful to the close friends that i have, esp rachel. thanks for being my support and bringing humour into my life :) i really owe you- hope we stay best friends forever! to hui wen- thx! i know i'm not exactly very close to you but your constant teasing and sacarsm makes me laugh :) was looking at my old pictures...can't believe how much i've changed! i didn't even realise! haha its very funny...made me laugh :)
dec 2004-whee! look at me-second from left! so diff...
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