Thursday, May 12
haha today we got back geog EOI and i was darn happy! got 18/20 and was the highest in class with arathi and dunno who else i think. wahahah then- she marked wrongly- so now 17. not highest anymore liaoz. hiaz but still gd lar. haha i was darn scared i did badly. hopefully with my pt in term 1 can get gpa 4.0 i need it to pull my math and chi up!
haha and today we went to bukit timah hill for training! was super fun but we had to climb like a lot of steps and the jungle floor was quite damp and muddy. then got this part we were like climbing rocks lah. and my bagpack was super heavy compared to the others. like i think it was like 5 or 6 kg?! and its only suppose to be 3! hiaz nvm at least it'll do me gd. rach said 'wad doesn't kill you will make you stronger'. agreed. thx rach. you're the bestest fren i could even ask for. haha i rmb like this wk we got back math EOI and i looked very sad and depressed then u were like 'are you ok?' haha yeah thx babe. u're my pillar of support. u rock my world. (: then anw after training batch 15 walked to king albert park to discuss nyaa camp food. me and cherm were talking about EL and how we were worried for her. we suspected that smth was happening as EL changed a lot lately. and we were worried cos i saw and heard smths. hiaz but we pushed it out of our minds for a while lah. we were at KAP until like until 7.30pm. and haven't eaten dinner so damn hungry but at least we got everything planned liao. now type out and send to wynne only.
after dinner i came online and was doing work. but i still felt uneasy. so i went to talk to cherm again. and as we talked more, i told her wad i saw and heard and she told me also. and when we told each other abt various incidents i started worried for *ABC. i mean its scary. and me and cherm were really anxious. and as we talked i couldn't concentrate anymore so i gave up doing my math. and cherm couldn't concentrate also. so we just talked and tried to figure thing out about EL. and at the end i was hugging myself. its worrying if u notice smth that is not ordinary abt ur fren and she starts acting wierd. my mind keeps on wandering.
don't you noe that we're worried for u girl? don't you noe that thinking about u is driving me nuts? what ever probs u have tell us and we'll help u. dun keep to urself...