Sunday, May 15
sighs this is the only dampening thing that happened yesterday. i didn't want to blog abt it yesterday cos i wasn't in the mood. on sat i dragged xintian to the fencing booth to play the game. then while we were waiting for her turn we were talking. i asked her about it and she says she suspects smth too! which proves that me and cherm are not overreacting! and then i told her what we discussed and she said she didn't realise it was this serious. sighs everytime we discuss or i think abt it i feel scared for her. oh gawd i feel like crying now.
i feel unsafe. i feel lost. i feel confused. i feel
scared. i feel worried.
[this entry has been edited. my feelings are not safe.]
[people who like to gossip leave me A.L.O.N.E. i dun need this right now. i've got other things to worry abt. if u have guts tell it straight to my face. don't go around saying things behind ppl's backs. you shouldn't judge people unless u noe them well]