Saturday, July 30
WORRIED.SCARED.APPREHENSIVE.UNSURE.
JITTERY.NERVOUS.AFRAID.TONIGHT.
i have no idea what to think, what to expect, what to feel, what to do. i just noe i noe nothing. i dun even noe how i shld feel. i dun think i can face anyone tonight. hmm i shall just avoid. SIGHS ohwells. i'll see how it goes. only time will tell. but in the meantime, im apprehensive. i wish there was someone to guide me, to tell me what to do. but no one can ><
ahhhh.....butterflies in stomach...