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Friday, July 22
this is already my 50th post. looking back haha and i remembered that it was because of you that i decided to set up this blog.


many times i take you for granted. but at the end of the day i want to thank you. nothing i do can ever repay how much you've done for me. from the simplest things to being my support. it was because of you that inspired me to do many things.


today brought back many wonderful memories. of last year. i remember how we started out-disliking each other. the daoing and the cold war and even that letter. but somehow, amidst all that. we grew close and found each other. i don't know what happened, maybe valerie created that bond, but i know it was also because of you. your patience, your acceptance, your concern.


everytime i went throught a difficult part of my life, u were there. i look back and read the letter u wrote to me-when my grandma died last yr-tears come to my eyes. and even more so this year, when i experienced smth big. i remember your voice and eyes...tinged with concern. maybe i could sense your hurt when i shut everyone out and didnt tell u anything...and maybe your disappointment and that u felt unappreciated. the letters u've written, brings back memories that make me cry and smile at the same time.



u cared.

i feel selfish. u've given so much to us but yet i feel as if i haven't. i want to be your driving force and maybe together we can push limits. i dont wanna let go of you. your triumphs are my triumphs, your failures are my failures. i don't know what will happen a few years later.


no one knows what the future holds. i don't know where this road will lead us, but i know that you'll be someone great. someone who is great now, but will be greater. that's what you are to me. you make me whole. and i dont want to let go.

Rachel, you rock.

`wordsofthecynical
10:35 pm


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