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Wednesday, October 5
im tired. sick and tired.

i've just recovered frm a 38.2 degrees fever and i do not need this. i've had enough with flamers. i've enough to deal with without you ppl. im am answerable nor obliged to any of you.

why cant some ppl just leave it alone. i just want to forget and move on and yet im always reminded. what's your reason for doing it? to attain self satisfaction that you've caused hurt? if yes then you are truly cruel.

to you-know-who-you-are: i dont understand why you have to do this to me. all the hurt you've inflicted. your harshness.

i can choose to delete the tag, but do i? No.
why? because i know who i am. and i have nothing to be afraid nor ashamed of. i know myself.

but i thought u knew i wasnt that type of person. because u told me so. i guess i was wrong. i thought i knew you. but i guess i still dont. i thought our friendship was less superficial and stronger than that. maybe im wrong.

with all the commitments come the responsibility. the pressure to perform. the high expectations. the obligation to produce results. the sacrifices one has to make. i guess you dont see that.

i dunno what you see left in our friendship. but after what we've shared, after what we've gone through together, you still don't see it as anything worth saving, nothing worth caring abt, then there's nothing much i can do.

but i still see it as something worth saving.

unfortunately i care. i dunno about you.



[thx goes out to all those who have been there for me. i know who my friends are (:]

`wordsofthecynical
10:35 pm


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