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Thursday, March 30 physics was alright. wont fail i guess. i got into wales so tt's smth to be happy abt. but i didnt get to complete level 2 cos there wasnt time.
haha lols and u know the bruises on my leg? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH omg rachel: "you look like you were abused" cherm: "were you gangraped?!" LOLS really that bad meh?! ok lah quite.
you know i said that if u wanted to dig a hole i'll dig with you? im sorry i was of no use to you today when u told our batch.
im sorry.
it's going to be difficult for me to let go. but i wish you happiness. you've contributed so much to me, to us. and im sure you will continue to do so. today was sucky. and im so emo that i just had to cry. even the rest could hold their tears! (you pinkie promised me that you'll have slpovers with us, and i'll make sure u keep tt promise)
i havent truly felt carefree in a long long time. im usually smiling in sch, but i carry alot of things with me tt ppl dont see. the only time today when i actually felt happy and like laughing was during the short time with rachel during lunch. seeing rachel during lunch, esp before physics really cheered me up.
one good thing i heard today was that someone told me ppl could communicate with me. the thing is, do i communicate with ppl? sometimes not, cos i'd rather keep everything inside.
some thankyous to give out; rachel, for being there for me always and never failing to make me feel better poophead, for being there for me as well xty, for being the great friend that you are cherm, sheryl&viv, for being the bestest batchmates i could ever ask for angpow, for being the bestest batchmate i could ever ask for also and all the comic relief you've given me (i.e. toilet bowl etc. thanks for the songs!) gab&eileen(ng), for all the fun&laughter chernhwee, for the wonderful work of art that ive yet to properly thank you for as well as _ _ _ and _ _ _ for being such patient friends.
ADORES her family.her friends.god.kayaking.rockclimbing.wakeboarding.all forms of outdoorsports.jasonmraz.salomonshoes.hiphop/breakdance moves.her ipodnano.her digicam.xctry runs.her macpowerbookG4.graphic tees.limegreen.orange.black&white WANTS TO grow taller:D.make a difference.go on humanitarian aid expeditions.learn elec guitar+drums.bungee jump.backpack.ski.go on a sailing expedition.rock climb more.hike to mt everest basecamp.learn hiphop.watch more movies.learn to wakeboard properly