Wednesday, July 19
so i'm attending speech day this year. it's a great honour, and i should feel happy. but yet, there's also slight disapointment in me.
who could believe it, looking at my grades this year. my science marks now do no justice to my past results, and i feel like i've somewhat let down my teachers. i really love science, but i'm just not giving it the attention it deserves.
i guess it's part of having more commitments, something has to be sacrificed. but if it's not odac, and it's not my commitments, must it be my grades?
i'm happy, but it leaves a bittersweet tinge.
i hope this isn't my first and last year attending speech day, and i'll make sure that it isn't