Saturday, September 9
i need to stop procrastinating.like for chem i already have the answer but i just need to type it out (and somehow i can't bring myself to do that)
i'm still pretty shaken and pretty reflective about what i've read/discussed/thought/reflected.
visited narum with chao today. haha ok chao the next time i promise you i'll muster the guts to go in with you so we can see the campus. (and the hot guys/girls)
and i just read chao's bday letter to me again. it brought back like floods of memories. (we still click; even though sometimes our opinions clashes, and we stubbornly stick by them)
then i thought about rach, and how i've kinda "neglected" her this holiday (sorry! ): ) i need to talk to her soon i guess, to update and catch up etc.
then i thought about xty, and what happened to those sacred emails? and i realised i've been quite out of her life as well.
then i thought about _, _, and _, and how we no longer talk as often (though sometimes, it isn't my fault either).
and i realised.
i need to appreciate my friends more. and that includes the most basic of communication- talking.
yucks, i've been a horrible friend. ):
ok, i don't want to get all reflective and emo and type a long post grousing about the ugliness of humanity etc even though there are so many hot topics i could discuss right now.
i guess 1 good thing is that i'm a lot closer to my family than i was last year (because i was pushing them away), especially my mum. haha she was sitting next to me when she saw my wallpaper and randomly asked if she could see how tom and will looked like, and also the head prefect of ri.
and also poophead but yeah (:so i was like uhh ok sure, and i showed her the one degree photos. and at every picture that had someone she didn't recognise, i had to give her a mini intro, esp the pics with guys in them HAHA. at the end, i had introed her to tom, will, kml, jy, jerome, justin, paul, jonlim, pg, narum, nop chan, anish, the indonesians, hilda, cindy, kris, wl, grace, mel, liting. (be honoured chao and xty, cos mumsy recognised you two! :D)
ahwells, she's aiding me in my ordering of birkenstocks because i do not have a credit card (yet!) haha (: the birkenstocks i have in mind are hot <3
ohyea, so today we went to watch the host. it definitely stood up to the raving reviews it got, uhuh, it was good (:
BUT, it was also quite freaky, and quite scary at times. yeah, i was actually pulling on chao's sleeve or grabbing her arm at some point. blame the stupide monster, it's so disgusting, it doesn't even resemble anything that looks like a 'normal' monster (that's how it's supposed to be like, i know) i haven't watched a horror movie in like 3 months?