Sunday, November 12
not the lyrics, it's just the music.i've been feeling super reclusive lately. srsly.
i don't feel like talking to anyone else besides the family / i have a feeling it's some reflex reaction, but i don't know to what.
i feel like being alone and thinking / no i'm not being emo.
i think i need that space alone, even more so after all that i've heard last night. no one knows, but at times like this, i feel that maybe i shouldn't have made that choice. maybe i was needed more than i thought, and that i was in fact bring really selfish.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE LEONG YENLING!! (:yesterday went to school for icyl, then hung out in the SAC with shimin and jiawen who are so funny they crack you up so often. and they had some obscene fascination with my "small palms".
during lunch, shimin performed her version of fanfare and other various classical pieces of music. haha jiawen and i were just cracking up, and so were those who were there. we had a mission to get rid of all the extra packets of lunch! so being so innovative and all we gave them out to the FAM people, then decided to sell them to the ri softballers! yeah we made like uhh $24 (: hey c'mon 1 packet for $2 was so worth it, we wanted to sell it to them at $2.50/pack but they BARGAINED with us. -.- and i don't know why but i thought they were really really
short for guys.
jaime's birthday dinner later on (: jolene and jaime are so cute (: especially jo! haha nothing much to the dinner, except the later part when i started playing with jo.

jaime and sis

jo and bro






where pleasure moments hung before the takeover,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life