Thursday, December 7
one request -
please don't question me further on what happened in cambodia unless i offer you more information voluntarily (which is highly unlikely). if not, leave it as it is. it's not a sensitive issue, it's just that it isn't something you want to recollect over and over again.
went to see aj today, and she's doing even better now so great (: it's amazing how fast she recovers, really.
swopped half of my phone cover with patrick today, so my phone is now a funky half red half black colour whoo :D quite cool actually.
patrick gave me a lift to taka, then got to bugis with chee weili viv. got uhh stick on nails which i promptly removed when i got back home, i detest not being able to type a sms properly.
being with them made me kinda wistful, and then i wished i was with chao again. at points when i was walking down orchard rd, i missed cambodia terribly. i don't know, maybe i was never suited to be here? or maybe the grass is always greener on the other side? i'm not saying i dislike singapore, but maybe i prefer the simple life.
i don't know, i'm definitely planning to return to cambodia, even if i don't make it as a mentor next year, i'm going back. sometimes unexpected things make such a deep impact. i think osl did me good, it made me re-evaluate myself.
on another less related note, i still think blogs are slightly narcissistic, even if some say it's
only for self expression, to release pent up emotions etc. ultimately blogs are still centered around self isn't it? it's about what i did, what i think, who i know, what i want to write. but what's wrong with that? narcissism doesn't equate screaming for attention, and it's not pathological narcissism.
random fact: i enjoyed the time with the frog guru today, even if patrick doubted it. haha yes, quirky man, but then quirkiness makes for a very interesting and amusing conversation :D
crap, i need to start packing soon, have i ever mentioned how much i hate packing?
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark